HOWS THE PHOTOSHOPING GOING FOR YOU ?? :3
AHHHH!@@!! Things are getting better cause he was trying to "subtly" show me that he was wearing my birthday gift to him.
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JUST BEAATT ITTT!! BEAATTT ITT!!
SHOW EM HOW FUNKY AND STRONG IS UR FIGHTT!!!
IT DOESNT MATTER WHOS OR RIGHTTT!!!
JUST BEAAATT ITTTTTTT!! BEATT ITTT
NO ONE WANTS TO BEEE DEFEATTEEDDDDD!!!!!
I've been having a couple weird ones lately. I'll start with the one I had tonight.
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Tomo and I went out or something we were having a good time and then we both had to go home. Instead of going home a different group of friends and I go to a cheap, bootleg version of American Apparel with much more interesting and stylish (according to me >.> clothing and i buy a flowery skirt. I go home to home that I've never ever seen with a beautiful bay window that looks out to a field of wheat and a white fence. It's a very white and sunny feel.
The next day I find out that Tomo had died in some sort of bus accident.
I was crying practically all the time and when I wasn't I looked or felt so cold and blank. I don't really know if i could see or feel myself in my dream but I sort of sensed it. You know how dreams are. Thankfully, all my friends were there all comforting and me being there for me. All of my most beloved friends. Then one of them tells me before Tomo had died they had seen him with a girl and they had kissed, right before the accident. So obviously I got even more upset and confused.
Suddenly we're at this dinner and a show thing at my school in the gym. They had even set up this stage for the show. I see these cupcake or truffle things on stage dancing to some kiddie song and the announcer is rambling on and on about something. There are these round tables for everyone with candles as the lighting aside from the stage lights. I notice that it's a formal and I that I myself am wearing a dress. I think it was red.
I sort of leave the gym and hang out around the hallway outside of the gym. A faceless man comes up to me and tries to cheer me up but I can't help but cry because it reminded me of how Tomo would say "sheerup" which actually meant Cheer Up. The man was nice and only meant well. He even gave me a hug but I left and saw my best friend and one of my singer friends. I told them about everything that happened and my singer friend gets a little angry when she heard about the other girl thing. She storms into the gym, rampages onto the stage and yells.
"THE HOE THATS BEEN TOUCHING MY MAIN GIRL'S MAN IS GOING TO DIE. I ALSO HAVE A SONG TO SING THAT GOES OUT TO MISS ANGELINA PHYU."
I'm going "wtf... is that necessary" because well, i'm confused about the betrayal but I still love Tomo just the same. To be honest, I thought it was just gossip or a misunderstanding. She sings me a song. I can't remember exactly what it was but it was about accepting myself. That I'm worth something and that I have to keep smiling. That sort of "GET YOUR ASS UP FROM THE BLUES, I LOVE YOU" song. You know? Then the dream sort of ends there with that faceless man coming up to me again with all my friends with him. There to support me. As I look closer I notice that this faceless man actually looks a little like Tomo.
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Yeah. >.> It was kind of a weird dream. I didn't wake up crying cause I felt I don't need to but I did wake up feeling confused. As simple as this dream sounds it was really twisted. I excluded the so you think you can dance contemporary dancers out and a lot of other things like the coat room buddy buddy talk too. o.o Cause it would be long.
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I get into a fight with this big guy. He's around my age but DAMN was he big height and width wise. D: He had like this short sword type thing. Although I'm calling it a short sword, it was as long as my arm. I had a dagger as big as my hand (which is not that big). It was gym (so the class was watching too. No teachers though) and we start fighting. He lunges for me and I lunge for him. He manages to scrape a long cut on my stomach and ribs (the side of me) and I manage to stab him entirely.
Then HE dies. I'm going "OH SHIT." Our principle (Mr. Lith) comes barging into the gym with these big men in black type guys and goes "Who did this?? We are going to get to the bottom of this." blah blah blah and then he leaves with the body. It's as if nothing had ever happened.
The day passes and I'm going to have a birthday party. For some reason we're in this downtown type building, pent house with floor to ceiling windows that are like... a wall. It's huge. Nice TV. Everything is nice and sleek and bathed in the color of sky (since we're so high up). It's just me and three friends and then... *ding ding* Bell rings and a bunch of people riot in.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!!" presents are thrown my way and people are hanging off the couches, playing with random things. It's a party... I'm sort of waiting for Tomo and his group but I don't mention anything. I frolic into hte kitchen and I come out. Someone greets me with a "Your little boyfriend is herree~!!!!" I would run to him but I fall to the ground. The cut on my side had grew and it really hurt. I knew I was going to die a slow and painful death. My three friends from before come running to me and they are shooing people out of the kitchen.
For the longest time I'm simply on the ground just breathing. My lower stomach really hurt. Like female cramps. I force myself into the bathroom for some reason and I pass Tomo that looks at me worriedly but I shoot him an angry forceful look and he doesn't bother to get up.
The bathroom was a mess. The Tub/shower was off on the left and was placed normally but the toilet was placed horizontally in front of the sink. Like... it was right in front of it. The sink was weird too. It was like those sinks with no cupboards underneath then and the rim of the actual sink had like this... gutter around it filled with hair, feces and it was just disgusting. I left.
No one except my three friends were there and for some reason I felt better. "Where'd everyone go?" I ask.
"You were in there too long and people wanted to see you so they left feeling ABANDONED." One of them says sarcastically.
"Right..."
"Lets go get some super chips and super pop." Another offers.
So we take the elevator down and we're in a park-like place in downtown. No, like a campus. Theres a music school there and we enter. It's really weird there too. The first thing you see when you enter is a staircase going down and a hallway leading left and right at the end of the staircase. We go right and we enter this cafeteria/music room. This scary person is eyeing us down and it looks like hes security or something.
My friend that mentions the super chips and super pop attempts to go up and buy some at this window (think hot dog vehicles that sell hot dogs. Those windows) but she gets caught by the security guy and he goes "ONLY FOR PEOPLE THAT GO TO THIS SCHOOL OF MUSICAL TALENT." The four of us are going "wtf." He lets my friend go and she runs to the window again, buys the super food and we all book it out of the building. End of dream.
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Dreams are weird. Four people keep repeating in my dreams. Tomo, my guy friend, my best best best OMG I LOVE YOU friend and my best friend. I guess it's cause they are one of the most important people in my life right now though. haha.
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clothing and i buy a flowery skirt. I go home to home that I've never ever seen with a beautiful bay window that looks out to a field of wheat and a white fence. It's a very white and sunny feel.
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